I don't like being gay. I've already accepted the fact that I'm gay and that there isn't anything that I can do about it. I understand that it was never a choice and that, in order to be happy with myself, I have to be "happy" with IT. But I'm not.
I realized that I was gay when I was seventeen and, at that time, only admitted to myself that I was gay, but I was never happy with it. It was kind of like I was told I had cancer; it's the truth, but I didn't want to think about.